Monday, July 31, 2006
SARAH!
hope u gt well soon
we'll all praying for you
( :
doosh gt into a car accident on sat and broke her collar bone
) :
i learnt in church yest that praying persistantly would pay off
hence i prayed sth different yest
im not gonna tell you guys though
lol
its just so amazing
growing in god a million miles away from my family
there are just some things i dont know how t say
so i've decided t write it out
LYK FINALLY
i know i disappointed mummy daddy bell when i didnt make it to J2
and also when i didnt score great marks for sem 1
sorry i've been a lil bitch
spending $$
sem 2 is where im determined t do good
nt t let you guys down
i guess reality hit me all a sudden
and i hope you guys wont always argue bout me back hm
i want my happy family
( :
mummy&daddy
thank you for sending me over
giving me a second chance
a RISKY second chance
but i wont let you down like i've always had
and i miss you guys
talking to you on skype and seeing you tru a webcam sucks
i want t be there
prob that's y i cant wait for mummy t come
i wanna show her my new place
show here im studying
bring her t nice places t eat
big shopoing malls
i want mummy t b proud of me
daddy too
im 18 and im grown up
and bell
i will always remember the time we argued over the phone bout $$ and stuff
i sometimes wonder if u are 15
haha
i miss you
miss screaming at you
miss watchin ouxiangju with you
and i know i've put you tru alot
thank you for also believing in me
tt day when we were talking and telling each other we should work hard together
it put a smile on my face
it did
and im also glad you have walked closer t god
finding your true self
your real self
no more the meanie on the outside
i love them the most
even though sometimes i find their a pain in my ass
i still love them
( :
mummy woke me up this morning
asking me stuff and telling me how she cant slp at night cause of me
mummy!
dont worry so much
im starting to learn to take care of myself
tell you everything
i dont want our conversations to be a screaming match
mummy
i want you t be happy and know that i wont let you done
and also know that sending me t melb wasnt a mistake
i've gt class in an hr
and im still sitting in front of my com in my pjs
and tears dripping out
nothing can ever replace them
|linette| 9:47 AM|
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
have nt blogged in days
prob cause im either too lazy or sick!
like now!
crap
i woke up in sweat
throat feeling shit
i can feel it coming
im just sick and tired of loving
of living
of alot more
i just want to study this term
no more partying
no more wasted nights
no more raging emotions
|linette| 8:34 PM|
Sunday, July 23, 2006
my weekend was hell
drama drama drama
i had enough of this shit
we all deserve more self respect than this
i have to mug
i need help with chem!
chem partner
HERE I COME!
( :
|linette| 11:11 PM|
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
i was cranky yest
and out of all days claire had t read it
gosh
it was a lil akward
i dont know what i was thinking
it just came out
sarah&claire made me lil cards
haha
<3
oh ya
how could i forget drama today
HAHA
i gt married!
HAHA
or nearly married
here's our story.........
my husband cheated on me with a BLOND
i kicked him out of the house
6mths ltr
i went shopping with his sister
i knocked into a guy
there was instant attraction
cupid came and shot us both
6mths ltr
we were dating
went t a restaurant where i saw my ex husband
he and my new guy actually knew each other
we didnt acknowledge each other
he was invited t d wedding and was the best man
at the wedding
just as the pastor pronounces us husband and wife
he objects
my new guy gets a shock tt we knew each other
even worst is tt we were once married
pastor gets annoyed
i gt frustrated cause i dont want t gt back with my ex
so noone gets married in d end
and the 2 of them become friends for life
HAHAHAHHA
we acted this out okay!
drama's fun
|linette| 10:47 PM|
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
nothing can express how fucked up i am
maybe cause im tired
im cranky
its already week 2 of term 3
assigments are all coming in
mummy happily decided t cut my allowance to some impossible amt which i cannot survive on
my friends are being fucked up
maybe im just being senstive and a bitch
there's 4 of us
you could say i brought all 4 together
went to camp together
it was always all 4
there were certain occassions where i gt pissed
like when we were suppose t help out with church lunch
all did not turn up
saying they had overslept
if you knew you was not able to wake up
dont promise people in the first place
there also has been occassions where i waited hours for them
cause they conviently forgot me
like once where they asked me t meet them
but they forgot bout it and walked away from our meeting place
i was fucking pissed
when one is missing
i realize and call
but when im not there
no one bothers to call
like now
they are happily in town shopping
and didnt even bother t call me
not that i want t shop
but just hang out with them
its more like 3+1 now
no more 4
fucked up
maybe i really am being too sensetive and emo
but i just feel like i dont belong there anymore
you know what
the world is coming to an end
assigments are killing me
weather is fucking cold
its no longer 4
maybe i should just fuck off
forgive me for my poor choice of words
but im just feeling crap now
|linette| 6:09 PM|
Monday, July 17, 2006
met jon for chem lect and hoi tut
it was awkard as well
but we didnt mention anything bout it
sat was seriously drama
lol
sch was alright
went out for dinner
shawna and claire ate spicy chicken again
i swear they put marajuna in it
HAHAHA
i gt krispy kreams frm bryce!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thanks for making my day!
love you loads
<3
reading tru my hoi essay now
crap
i dont like hoi
|linette| 9:17 PM|
Sunday, July 16, 2006
didnt do grocery shopping today again
oops
lol
went blvd last night
it was CRAZY and DRAMA
but fun!
woke up for church
it was a lil awkard b/w me&chor han
after what happened last night
HAHA
oh yeah
how can i forget bout cell
we talked bout the world coming t an end and stuff
come to think of it
whatever is happening
the signs are showing
its freaky
so long as faith is there
all will be fine
( :
|linette| 10:59 PM|
Saturday, July 15, 2006
maths was great
HAHA
could have been better though
but im happy with it
XD
wanted t go town t do grocery shopping
but its raining
argh
winter and rainy = crap
shall do it tml then
|linette| 12:37 PM|
Thursday, July 13, 2006
i dont wanna disappoint mummy and daddy
last term was shit
i know that
sending me t melb was not wrong
and i wanna prove to them its not
im scared
afriad i cant make it
i've failed so many times in life
i dont wanna fail anymore
thanks bryce
if i believe i can do it
i will make it
|linette| 11:52 PM|
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
im depressed
im pissed
however u wanna phrase it
think im gonna drop e&d
no point in me taking tt subject
term 2 was horrible
gt back results
) :
i have to gt back on track
have to mug
i need my 87%
thanks bryce for making me feel better
but i know only i can make myself better
i have to make it a point to put in effort
i know i can do it
i know i can
|linette| 11:14 PM|
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
NEW HOUSE!
it wouldnt have been possible without
claire.sarah.shawna.and sarah's sis
love my darlings
after sch
they came over my place
started packing like crazy
MUST MUST upload pics
lol
then sarah's sis came and moved all the stuff t college sq
i left behind some stuff and my book shelf
will go back prob on thur t pack it all
big room now
i like!
gt back some results
screwed my eap
13.38/20
chem was 22/30 i think
thought i wld screw chem
but i screwed eap instead
i damn pissed
i used t gt As back hm for eng
now come with crappy results
argh
|linette| 11:39 PM|
Saturday, July 08, 2006
back in melb!
claire was on the same flight as me
we were suppose t sit together
but some woman wanted t sit with her son so claire sat 1 row behind me
kelwin was on the flight too
together with alot more trinity ppl
flight was great
watched take the lead & i not stupid 2
HAHA
so i slept very little
lol
3 of us took cab back
then claire followed me t college sq t sort out my rent
cant move in till monday or tue
had subway for lunch
hahaha
came back and fell asleep
gosh
really tired
|linette| 4:39 PM|
Friday, July 07, 2006
went back t gmss
all the memories
haha
good and bad
met up with some of my teachers
it was great
met up with sam&drea too
sam brought her "boy friend" along
hahaha
ate at gelare at holland v
talked about the old time
who liked who and who hated who
and the staring incident and stuff
HAHAHA
those were the days
back to melb tonight
and im moving house
pretty pshyed bout it
but moving wld b hell with all the crap i have t move
going back on the same flight as claire!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
back to the freezing place
away from sunny s'pore
i had fun these 2 weeks
i did
( :
|linette| 7:11 PM|
went out with claire.shawna.sarah today
went t bugis
HAHA
all the rubbish shopping
i bought only 3 pair of earrings
which was good
lol
was super tired after walking round and round
came back
fell asleep before going out for dinner
went t some italian restaurant at sixth ave
nice nice
im going back melb tml
so freakin fast
|linette| 2:00 AM|
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
went out with claire.shawna.dinah yest
went t food republic
kept eating and eating
lol
then went far east t shop
bought a pair of shoes
then met up with vannie.aishan
then met eric and cabbed down t clark quay
had dinner there with gab and his gf-chuiling
was great fun catchin up with friends
i hate it
my parents dont trust me
thinks so lowly of me
|linette| 7:49 PM|
Monday, July 03, 2006
SHAWNA!
i dont know if u r reading this
but here it goes...............
melb has been great isnt it?
with u.sarah.claire
the 4 of us
each so different in character yet we make the best of all best friends
i dont regret melb
cause i've known all of you
from our similar childhood of pines
to similar passion-shopping
HAHA
even if next yr we do diff courses
and makes new friends
im sure the bond b/w us 4 wldnt change
how often do u go overseas and make a bunch of crazy friends who remind you of home?
this post is also dedicated t claire and sarah
thought i HIGHLY doubt they wld read it
oh wells
i <3 them loads!
|linette| 9:24 PM|
Sunday, July 02, 2006
went t cut my hair yest at chapter 2
did treatment and all
bill came up t $48
lol
after tt went t chinatown with bell
collect her vcd
then went medi ya t meet mummy
had steamboat last night
everyone came over
but no michelle and gab
) :
then watched soccer
eng vs portugal
OMG
eng lost out in penelty
damn
no spain
no aust
no eng
all im left is with france
u better nt disappoint me!
going out for dinner soon with nick&andrew
|linette| 8:27 PM|