i woke up late today
late
very late
missed mt morning class
so i have t make up for it on thurs
prom's on fri!
i cant wait!
although part of me dreads going
we were all suppose t go in 4 different colours
but now they all bought nre dresses
and im the only one wearing red
they are all wearing black
and everyone has a "partner"
claire has _______
shawna's not sitting with us due to communication breakdown
sarah will have .....
i dont know?
HAHA
prom's coming
then exam
then its over for trinity
will the 4 of us still be close?
i hope so
i love my girls!
<3
went t a new church today
city life!
it was great!
sermon worship everything!
XD
anyways daylight saving has started
so its 3hr difference frm sg now
) :
its 10pm now
and it just turned dark
lol
after church went t city t meet shawna
she wanted t buy her prom accessories
then sarah came along
then claire
lol
then we all came over t my place
t the SALON!
HAHA
claire and i was dying our hair
i was going black while claire was going brown
my brown highlights were growing out so i decided t go back t black
or rather purple
its not really jet black
but it looks cool
( :
tml's monday
new week
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dead
bought a tommy hilfiger shirt today
but its orange!
=x
bought my shoes for prom yest
nice black heels
i like!
went t library this morning t study with sarah
managed t gt some maths done
suppose t go cell
but we studied till 2 plus then went t meet shawna
so we didnt go in the end
ended up having late lunch at tomodachi
some jap restaurant at melb central
melb people
go try it!
IT ROCKS!
talked alot
its been so long since we had girl talk
( :
then claire came
couldnt do any shopping cause melb shops close at 5pm
stupid right?
so just went into tommy hifiger cause they were having sale
and yes
i bought my nice orange polo
i still feel bad though
im so dead
luckily i came hm and calculated my finances
im still within budget!
HAHA
feeling really tired recently
was super happy yest
caused i managed t ans most of the quest in chem tut!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
proves my mugging worked!
exams are coming
closer and closer
and before i know it
its over
and im back in sg
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
COMMERCE COMMERCE COMMERCE
you know sth
i once read that
maozedong once cured the deaf and mute
he kept making them listen t the words "long live maozedong"
and carry the red book
he just kept forcing and forcing them
2 mths ltr
they all could hear and speak
i dont know how true is this
but it shows that if we put our minds t do sth
it will
i feel guilty
had tim sum for lunch
=x
HAHA
oh wells
gonna clear my table after this
to start studying
hopefully can gt my mind off things
like PROM!
let's see how much im gonna spend
ticket for prom-$85
dress-$80
makeup&hair-$85
accessories-$80
shoes-$60?
hotel room-$60
cabbing-$30?
after prom party-$50?
total-$530
OMG
and those with ? are estimated prices
f*ck f*ck f*ck
and here's a photo from our mid autum celebration at yarra river
( :
here are the pics from shawn'a performances
wanted t post some of her dancing
esp the ballet piece
but cant find any
lol
btw the pics are courtesy of shawna herself
HAHA
went for shawna's dance performace last night
it was great!
cheering for her
screaming shawna!!!
HAHA
mummy was like
" see...people so smart and they're involved in social activities
look at you "
okay fine
lol
will post pics of her performace
i loved the "ballet" piece the most
it was ballet steps but in a funky way
totally cool
exam dates are out
inside of me is freaked out
but im still not mugging!
WHY
is it cause im thinking too much
hence no room for my knowledge?
okay
you know what
im screwed
i dont know what came over me last night
i just cried myself t slp
must be the stupid tw dramas
lol
have not cried so hard in a long time
and he came into my mind
i thought i let go long ago
unfortunately not
haha
i will always love him
he was the best thing that happened in sec sch
maybe not the best in my life
cause coming t melb was the best!
haha
but i miss him
all the randoms thoughts came into my mind
like
what if i wasnt being a bitch
what if our parents supported our relationship
what if.....
i just miss him
and my sec sch friends too!
the times spent!
here are some photos of them
gt back my e&d field work
13/15
okay la
cant complain much
did it in 1 night
lol
im really afraid
worried
yet i dont seem t be doing anything bout it!
i remember we had a sermon on worrying at cell once
that there's no point worrying
it just "chokes" up our lives
not allowing other things to flow tru
exams are slowly creeping nearer and nearer
fri tml
TGIF!
HAHA
EAP presentation done!
so i dont have anything kicking my ass now
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i was super unprepared for my presentaion
my script was like word for word
but managed t do alright
*i hope*
exams are creeping close
very close
and i have so much stuff t revise
i need t gt into commerce
argh
i cant think of what else t blog
HAHA
have nt blogged in days
yes i know
photos photos
but i havent uploaded them into my com
finally no more assignemnts!
time t do revision though
trinity ball coming!
XD
suppose t look for shoes today
ended up buying my accessories
but i like them!
bling bling!
went brige road on sat with my girls
sarah&claire both bought their dress
bought a top from charlie brown
i think its my fav boutiqe in melb!
OH YA
ahchyekorkor came t melb
so had dinner with him on fri and sat
had fun catchin up
god's all bout love
but why is cell pretty _______
i somehow can hear god calling me
( :
is wearing FBTs and an oversize shirt that wierd?
everyone commented on my dressing today
wth
its hot and i want t be comfortable!
its was like 30 degress C today
lol
e&d presentation finished!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
some stuff on my mind
but dont feel likw blogging
if u wanna know
ask me and i may just tell you
have faith my dear
i wanna make a personal promise with god
i know he's trying to tell me sth
but what is it?
i just want t work hard
and leave everything in his hands
that is what i shall do
( :
no more running away
its time to face up
calvin klein essay due on fri!
so that gives me more time t do
i need t score
i need t gt into commerce
i need to!
let's all work hard people!
i love love my girls
friday was mid autum festival
so we ended up buying mooncakes and laterns
the paper ones
went t yarra river t celebrate!
it was just perfect
the scenery
re-lived our childhood by using candles
struggling t light them and put them in the lanters
and making sure the lanturn didnt burn up in flames
HAHA
it was perfect!
been busy with e&d presentation the whole weekend
gt t rush m&c essay too
argh
CALVIN KLEIN
i only want his clothes and perfumes
not a 1500 essay
lol
prob gonna work late tonight t do m&c
i officially hate sch
im really scared i cant make it into commerce next yr
my math and chem are alright
e&d and media are pretty shit
2 good 2 bad
i have a feeling i will miss by like 1% or 2%
im really really scared
i gave up law
now all i want is commerce
tml is fri
1st week of sch is over
which means even closer t exams
argh
i feel so behind in everything
and i cant screw my last term
it is the highest perentage for most of my subjects
i cant screw this up
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i wanna thank god
thank him for his grace
97% for maths
omg
i cant believe it
i worked really hard for it okay
called daddy and mummy immediately
and cause it maths
i know daddy will be really happy!
XD
97%!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
oh wells
had my share of happiness
mummy said sth which is quite true
one subject cannot bring my anywhere
im really scared of my other subjects
like im pretty disappointed in my chem
i was calculating my grades
i could have done better for my term 2 exam
) :
e&d and m&c too
pretty disappointing results too
getting back lit tml
gosh
my hated subject
hopefully everything goes okay
6 more weeks t exams!
i kinda gave up law
lol
commerce it shall be!
please lord
i admit i wasnt really very hardworking in the beginning
help me t concentrate
and thank you for your grace for term 3
it paid off!
97%!
i really want t gt into melb uni commerce
i dont want t disppoint myself and others anymore
thank you
amen
( :
but i know one thing for sure
whatever happens
i know my god is there for me
went t royal melbourne show yest!
loved it!
all the rides and games
the company and the weather!
love love it
mummy's back in sg
and i'll be going back soon!
1 last term
i cant wait
was pretty stressed out today
claire&shawna gt back their math results
both gt 92 and 95
and i taught them maths!
what if i gt lower?!
how? how?
oh wells
no point stressing out over it